I cried my eyes out today, like for an hour. And talked to 2 of my best friends and to the one friend in Germany I still have to talk to, when I am back Thanksgiving. I had a smoke, alone at the lake, Pall Mall ♥ Somebody judged me for that and I really have to think about if I want to stop smoking for that person or rather prefer to continue smoking even though the person will hate me. I just don't want to stop right now.
At the doc, looking at the stars. * smiling again. & thanks a lot to Reika.♡